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Car Crash TV
05:51
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If I could slip into your skin
Dive head first through your pain
If the room should suddenly fill up
And you still remain
If we both find work
Where we’re honestly paid
Could we still afford to dream of somewhere
To evaporate
If things were a little easier
Would our love still survive
Or is it in the vacuum of the struggle
Where our love always thrives
This is car crash TV honey
And if the town the dragged me under
Only thought about how I feel
And If the cards you held against your chest
Could some how be revealed
And If you wonder where I’ve been
I needed to be revived
While they showered you in water and watched you
Struggling for the tide
And if my conscience was a little clearer
Would it draw you a little nearer
Would you smile more in photographs
We don’t belong in photographs
This is car crash TV honey
You push me out
You let them in
You only love when you begin
To hate yourself
You hate yourself
You let them all sit around and talk
The streets are safe where we can’t walk
You hate yourself
This is car crash TV honey
You clean the cars and wash the halls
Jobs for your friends this alcohol
You hate yourself
This is car crash TV honey
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2. |
Understand
04:34
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You couldn’t understand your thoughts
You begged them to sit down and talk
You said your head’s surrounded
Inevitable you’d be caught
Had I understood then
What I understand now
Acceptance from your peers you sought
The pages are tearing
The ripping is scaring you down
But you’re staying around
Had I understood then
What I understand now
In the grey area of doubt
This is where I can be found
You couldn’t understand your thoughts
The pages are tearing, the ripping is scaring, the road that goes under grows longer and longer, you’ve run out of stations and no one has patience for you
Had I understood then
What I understand now
In the grey area of doubt
This is where I can be found
You saw it all
You wanted more
You pushed the boat away from shore
Everyone else follows behind
There is no distance to divide
Gather your thoughts
Your head in sand
You took the flight that never lands
Cold decisions make the man
You always had a different plan
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3. |
You're Not the Answer
05:06
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You called me over
Said you were under
Said that your science
Pulled you asunder
But I am not your answer
You are not my answer
Give me your skin and
I’ll be your cancer
Said you were numb and
You’d lost your hunger
Said all your shipwrecks
Had pulled you under
But I am not your answer
You are not my answer
Said you were willing to take your chances
Well lets not talk about that
Maybe it will just go away
You’re worried about your friends
All of them seem to fall away
You said look now you’ll be fine without me
You’ll suffer no doubt without me
You’ll be my loss I’ll carry the cross
You’ll be the thoughts that can’t be
Chased by the pills or powder
Chased till my final hour
There’s nothing to change familiar strange
Shadowed beneath your tower
There’s nothing to do about this
You’ve broken the frame that bound this
You’re calling the shots controlling the plot
I just run along beside this
If I could get through one minute
Without you appearing in it
A picture of you as someone I knew
An old friend that pays a visit
Well lets not talk about that
Maybe it will just go away
You’re worried about your friends
All of them seem to fall away
And if we talk about that
What’s there left to say anyway
I’m worried about my friends
All of them seem to fall away.
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4. |
Isolate
05:30
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You stare so long
You’re always isolated
You stare so long
I always have to go and find you
But I find you every time
I thought I caught your eye
I just got in the way of your mind
I thought I caught your eye
In a city a that destroyed you
But there’s time to take this city back tonight
And it can never be too late
Mistakes can be forgiven
We are all the same
We are computers that are driven
The drugs they get inside
And love can’t always clean us
You begged me not to lie
But the truth gets in between us
And we both have places we need to be tonight
And we can’t be in two places at the same time
And I know you are nervous now
And I know that you can’t see straight
And this pain can serve a purpose now
Its just memories have been delayed
And your problems just won’t Isolate
You and I are always starting out
You and I are always starting out
Come and give me all of you tonight
Changes fade to what we are now
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5. |
Strange Game
04:29
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This was a strange game to play
Say the safe word and I’ll walk away
You said you never felt so free
But the blood on the floor
Didn’t fall out of me
You find the levels always spill
Serotonin burns your skin
You’re caught up in what could have been
A walk of shame you’re circling
You love to feel you’ve crossed a line
But your straight lines got you entwined
You’re only here to run away
Throw your punches I will stay
This was a strange day to change
You went straight for the source
Then you moved out of range
I think I caught you for a while
You said watching you control yourself
Is like watching blood dry
I understand the circumstance
You could have walked you had to dance
Crawl through the shit of old romance
You wish you had a million hands
To hang on to the things that shone
A semblance here a semblance gone
Maybe I’m right maybe I’m wrong
Throw your punches I will come
There’s things that set our lives apart
There’s other places we can start
There’s nothing like a head of scars
To halt a perfect beating heart
You once described me as a friend
When did that description end
The memories don’t go away
You numb them with a different pain
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6. |
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Was there a moment things changed?
Its hard to pick a moment from a lifetime when nothing would go your way
It manifested and stayed
Getting through the day when the night came you come under attack
And everything went black
Who Am I Supposed to Talk to Now?
Now that you have gone
You always said you were fine
I should have known then it was tearing at your mind
But you created a time
There wasn’t anybody left who could meet you at the fire
Was it the wrong thing to say?
I could never seem to find the right time to talk to you
Was it the wrong thing to do?
Everyone else played the role of a clown inside of you
Then everything went blue
Who Am I Supposed to Run to Now?
Now that you have gone
You always said you were fine
I should have known then it was tearing at your mind
But you created a time
There wasn’t anybody left who could meet you at the fire
Who Am Supposed to talk to now?
Now that you have gone
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7. |
Heart And Soul
04:20
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Break down If you want
You can always start again
You came around when I called
And you never let me down
When a heart of glass
Meets a heart of stone
The pain will last and we will grow
And on the cusp of letting go
We realise It’s all we know
Through the faults
Through the flames
It’s you and I again
Take down what you want
We can build it up again
You fake ground when I fall
And you’re calling time again
When a heart of glass
Meets a heart of stone
The pain will last but we will grow
And on the cusp of letting go
We realise It’s all we know
Its crawling under again
And I hope that you’re happier now
Hope I’m part of the piece that you found
No more dead end devils who realise
There’s a loneliness in your science
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8. |
Trees
04:15
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We shed our clothes down by the water
We shed our clothes down by the sea
Wait for me now
Wait for me now
Another fine mess you got me in
Another fine way for a day to end
Where are you right now?
All I see is trees around me
Lately I’m not well
If I don’t wanna breath
You try your best but all you’ve seen
Has perforated your memories
And under the cover of a dying moon
You said you’re close and left the room
Wait for me now
Wait for me now
Another fine mess you got me in
Another fine way for a day to end
Where are you right now?
All I see is trees around me
Maybe I’m not well
A million memories that bound me
Where are you right now?
All I see is trees around me
Lately I’m not well
All I see is trees
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9. |
The Greatest Love
04:42
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Don’t you walk into my world and
Tell me how it’s supposed to go
(Did we fall before we started ?
We’ll have to pull ourselves up off the floor)
Don’t you try to change my girl
She’s the only one I wanna know
(It’s a journey to the heart of it
We’re not coming back here anymore)
You break your spine for another game
You tell me only fools fall in love
Then you should know
(We just keep on moving forward
There’s a beauty to this broken road)
You turn your tricks on another wave
You’re saving your love for another day
Then go
Everyone has the right to be alone
The greatest love you’ve ever know
Is waiting here for you
Don’t you walk into my world
And tell me that you have to go
(We’ll just keep on moving forward
There’s a beauty to this broken road)
The mirrors are broken
And you hide your tears
The truth is spoken
You just disappear
I know
Everyone has the right to be alone
The greatest love you’ve ever known
Is waiting here for you
Where do you think you’re going?
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10. |
Mirror On the Front Seat
03:57
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Mirror on the front seat
Bottle on the back seat
Your eyes all over me
Telling me I’m incomplete
Dragging me up to my feet
Living this scene on repeat
Do you have to bring them into this?
I slipped a calculated risk
Suffering will chase the bliss
Mirror on the front seat
Bottle on the back seat
Your eyes controlling me
Hold on
Is what they say
I’m the king
Who are they?
There’s colours I can never see
The grey and black is throwing me
There’s things that I will never be
My eyes carry my heavy mind
Struggle with what’s left behind
Search but I can never find
Time to chase the wasted years
Our objective disappears
We long for what I made you hide
I drove us down the other side
You say there’s not another man
None that I can be
Hold on now I see
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